fort-kinder

My dear, don't read it anymore. i'm OK, mom, really. I don't miss you at all, I'm all in my problems with education, don't doubt. I'm passing the exam tomorrow, so try to remember all bad things that I used to do with you, it will help. I can't sleep normal, but, please, don't worry about me. My job is OK, my boss is in Canada now and I'm the first face of  the company for some weeks. It's hard, but I like it. I'm sure, I'll run my own business after some time, but I don't think it's interesting for you. I don't know, what are you doing and where are you, but I still love you, mommy. I'll come to Spain to see you at summer, I'll try, I pro

its really strange, but i can't exist without my blog! i understood that all my thoughts couldn't be kept in my head. i feel this everytime. everyday i write smth in my on-line journal, it helps me, really! i try to explain everything, i try to draw all in bright colors 'cause i need ur understanding, people! i can't express what i feel if i dont sure that im not alone. crazy? paranormal? yeah, its me as i m .

i've changed a lot. i know that i love u and i won't forget all about us for a long time. its very strange and i really dont know how to live now. but it would be better 4 us - not to be together, ure right. i still remember ur words about us: 'sooner or later we'll be together', so did u lie??? i cant believe that i was so stupid to be used by u. i would change, i know it. i don't wanna be a doll in ur collection V. is L.